This Woman is my crack...lol!!

I love CoCo...she is the wife of famed rapper Ice-T!!

The Sweetest Comment EVER...

Flickaveli (U Can't Kill Me!) says:

That is my joint......LONG LIVE THE KING!!!!!! I'm still crushed over the fact that he is gone. Thank you for posting this.....it is people like you that will help him live on forever!
Posted 2 months ago. ( permalink | delete )

This is in reference to a video that I posted on my photostream for my Flickr account... http://www.flickr.com/photos/26249586@N05/2975314948

My video of the moment...

Not me actually...I just love this video and song!

Men watch your women...

Yes I said it...I was browsing twitter and clicked on a link about some chica's BFF...and it was a link of a male dancer!! I was needless to say pissed the fuck off!! Maybe it is that female dominance in me, but I have not ever liked watching a man strip!! It is just disgustinly weird. But these women were going ape shit crazy...letting a man rub his cock all in their faces and simulate eating their pussies!! Are you serious...SIMULATE?? Bitch please...if I am allowing you to go down on me you better eat it and eat it good...no simulation needed. Then to grind your cock in my face...a true sign of punk ass disrespect!! Hell no!! That will not happen in my world!! However, these women were doing shit I guess their men won't do at home. Which is truly sad. If you do decide to watch this video...I hope you don't find your queen on here...and if you do...you need to step your game up because your queen is happier "playing" like she is having sex with a man than she is actually having sex with you!!

For the women...how can you be such a fucking hypocrite when your man goes to watch titties jiggle, ass shaking, and pussies popping when you are doing shit like this on "LADIES NIGHT"? Is this the book that Oprah has recommended for the sister circle to read..."Cock Night"? Next time be a woman about it...when your man gets wired up to go to the strip club, tell him "okay baby...I am dropping dollars at the Dick Club" and then there will be no hard (...lol no pun intended) feelings!! He can do him and you can do you, instead of lying about what you and your girls go out and do!!

**DISCLAIMER**

The images you are about to view are extremely DISGUSTING and unless you are a homosexual male or a cuckold submissive male that does not mind watching men grinding around on stage I suggest that you DO NOT PUSH PLAY!!

Today...

Today I feel fanfriggintastic!! I feel like I am on top of the world and honestly I am. I have been crushing those that need crushing and loving those that need the loving. I am getting closer and closer to the success in which I want to achieve and prepared for any road block that may want to come my way.

You think that the world is prepared for your arrival, but it is not. You have to prepare your own fanfare and hope that others will enjoy the party.

Until later...

Sew today...

So today was a very interesting day. I have been inspired to reconstruct some items that I was going to give away. I know that there are plenty of women or men out there that can use my gently used undergarments. However, I think that I will reconstruct them instead of buying more. If I buy more then it will be someone elses design and I love being my individual self. So for my upcoming birthday I plan on showing off my more sassy bras and panties. Countdown until my birthday is now 18 days...I hope I finish by then. And if anyone is wondering what to get me for my birthday...be an angel and adorn my feet with the cutest of the cute...Bordello Shoes size 10. They go good with anything...




Kisses
Nikita

Something wicked this way comes...

I know that what I do is wrong sometime. Mainly when I feel that I am doing wrong is when I am interested in a particular male that I think can keep up with me. It seems when the thought crosses my mind then all my devious play with other males, become a bit awkward. I just want to then play with their minds...but

HOLD UP!! I am not catching feelings for any one at the moment. I just need an alpha male to balance out my blood thirsty lust for deviously destructive play. I am starting to feel like I need a scratching post kind of guy. One that I can have my way with mentally, sexually and financially!! Yep I said it!! LoL...but I want an alpha male that I can come home to and show how naughty I was!! I know what I need...I need a pet!! A precious little pet that can certainly take care of my whimsical kinks!! Someone I can dress up and be my human doll!! I promise I will not break anything...lol!!

Today has been nothing but a thought day. I am planning for a future that I am totally in control of. I love it when I am not coasting along...but with new additions in my life and new commitments I am finding my more dominate devious side of me is surfacing again. I have so tried to suppress it!! I mean really...I have done everything from the good girlfriend...that did not last long. To the devoted friend!! It has effected my success and I need not for that to happen...I feel like a pent up animal. I feel as though I was a jungle cat that had it's claws removed or it's roar taken away...how fucked up is that. OMG...I am on the prowl and ready to play!!

Enough for now...

Just another day in the life of me...

Answering emails and I came across this one from my flickr account...after nicely reply to some of his raunchy and unsolicited request he sends this--->


On 3 Oct 09, 11.05AM CDT xxxxxxxxxx2003 said:

oh am I? It would be good if you had a photo in your stream of you on your knees with my hard cock in your mouth. What do you think?


My response---->


Subject: Re: hello

I dont!

You might think of that and possibly dream of it...but it will continue to be one of your fondest dreams!! LoL...

Many kisses
Nikita


Oh my goodness...please!! I love freaking my man...but if you are not my man...RESPECT is what you shall give me. This person is getting the Royal Middle Finger!!

To my love unknown...

I sit alone
The sound of the wind blowing through the trees...
it echoes the warmth of your voice
Your voice that I miss so much
it caresses my soul
Now the only warmth this autumn
are the warmth of my tears
Your music I will hold
in my heart forever
your smile
I will from now on
see when the sun shines
Your touch
I will feel again when we meet once more
until then
my love
my autumn has come

Victorian Slang Made to Order...

Don't you just get tired of the same old words used for sex?? Well here are a few back from the Victorian era...hope you like it!!

Victorian Slang - Sexual Slang

Victorian slang - quick sex dictionary

* Breasts - Diddeys, bubbies (a bushel bubby is a full-breasted woman), chicken-breasted (flat-chested), one's dairy, cupid's kettle drums
* Testicles - Whirlygigs, ballocks, bawbles, trinkets, gingambobs, thingambobs, tallywags, twiddle-diddles
* Woman's private parts - Cock alley, Cock Lane, one's commodity, dumb glutton, fruitful vine, old hat (because frequently felt), Miss or Lady Laycock, madge, money (commonly applied to little children. 'Careful there miss, or you'll show us your money'), muff, notch, cunny, quim, crinkum-crankum
* Willy - Arbor vitae, gaying instrument, lobcock (a willy that's large and relaxed), Nebuchadnezzar, plug-tail, tackle, whore-pipe
* Shagging - to tup, to dab it up with, to give a green gown (ie. get her dress grassy), to join giblets, to grind, to knock, to occupy, prigging, wapping
* Gay - Mandrake (man), Tom (butch or boyish lesbian), Sapphist (any kind of lesbian)
* Prostitute - Pinchcock, bunter (half-whore, half-beggar), laced mutton, toffer, unfortunate woman
* Lady who's a bit of a romp - wagtail, bobtail, bangtail, cleaver, rantipole (to ride rantipole), dirty puzzle (a nasty slut)
* Wanking - to fetch mettle (mettle being semen), to toss off. Women apparently didn't wank - at least Queen Victoria thought so, which is why she changed the law to say a woman could never be accused of the female equivalent of onanism.
* Buttocks - blind cupid, nancy, roundmouth (but that's just the bottom's winking star)

Victorian slang - doing sexy

* Terms of endearment - My dear nug ('My dear love')
* Tipping the velvet - tonguing a woman's mouth or, if you were very naughty, her muff
* Unrigged - undressed
* Brother starling - a man who has sex with the same woman as his friend
* To play a game at loll tongue - to drool over a woman, to do anything with a woman that would cause saliva
* Melting moments - a fat man and woman in amourous congress
* Piss-proud - having a false or unsturdy erection
* Quail-pipe - a woman's tongue
* Having a buttered bun - engaging in the carnal act with a woman who's just finished lying with someone else

When I need entertainment...

When I need entertainment I tend to read my emails...some of them are really disgusting. While others are a bore!! Then you have those that seem to giggle...this is one of them...from my new little pet whom we will call "Sandy"!!


-----Original Message-----
From: "Sandy"
To: Me (of course)
Sent: Tue, Sep 15, 2009 10:51 pm
Subject: (no subject)

Dear Amazing Empress:

WEll, it's happened again...another fantasy all because of You!! I hope that You want to hear it, if not PLEASE destroy this email quickly!!.....OK, You're still here so maybe You do want to hear it. This came about after You told me that You have friends in the lifestyle and I got to thinking (a dangerous thing) about what it would be like to be around others with similar interests.

You informed me that You have been invited to a cocktail party with some of Your friends. You also told me that You were tired of seeing me in an excited state everytime I did something to serve Your needs and that You were going to fix that problem before we went to the party. You had me strip and wait in the living room, You came in with a box and a blindfold. You covered my eyes and had me stand, You went on about Your business for several minutes while I fretted about what You were going to do to solve the problem. I felt You approaching me, I could hear You snicker and felt You hands on my genitals. I was thinking that this would not help the problem at all and then I felt something cold an hard on me, next I could feel my penis against something and then I heard a click. I had a very strange feeling...was very nervous. You removed the blindfold and I looked down and found my genitals enclosed in a container, then I saw that You were holding a key on a silk string. The look on Your face told me that this was not a game. You told me that You were going to keep the key...that I would not be allowed out of the trap unless You felt that I deserved to chance to "breathe" You also told me that I should not expect to be allowed the privilege of an orgasm any time in the near future, and it would only be allowed if You felt that I had done something special that made You feel that I deserved that privilege . You then led me to the bedroom to help You prepare for the party, You had on a slinky, snug and low cut dark evening dress and heels that took my breath away. I felt the excitement rushing through me but I was not able to get any type of erection...this caused You to give me an evil but soooo sexy smile! You than had me dress and told me that it would be in my best interest not to do anything to embarrass You in front of Your friends. We went to the party and You led me around and introduced me as Your personal pet. You sat down and told me to get You a glass of champagne...I brought it to You and tripped slightly over someones foot ( I think she tripped me on purpose) The champagne spilled on You dress, Your leg and onto Your foot. As soon as I saw the look on Your face I feared for my life!! You told me to lick the champagne from Your leg first and then You put You exquisite foot to me face and told me to lick every drop from it. Then you had me strip in front of the Your friends...I stood there in only me new device, You had me bend over a chair a proceeded to spank my ass until it was beet red...the same color my face had turned of embarrassment. You then let me dress again and much of the talk that evening was about my gift from You...that little holder!

Dammm, have to go back to work....I think You can imagine the rest of the night!!!!

Your loyal pet!!!!



I had to giggle with delight, because it is similar to what I have done in the past to sub-males that I allowed in my home. I now have to learn to merge the 2 worlds. However, most men are not willing to allow me to have "pets" of the submissive nature in our home. That is why I am single now until I can decide what I want.

Kisses!!

I was once envious...

Men Have very fragile egos. I am starting to learn that as time goes by. I did not know that some of them had such fragile egos! Well actually all men do, but some have embraced it and consider themselves to be submissive men. While others are not so, but they do not let on that they are very sensitive when it comes to aggressive women. I do not mind being a switch, but I do mind when I express myself and I get the silent treatment. If you are being an insensitive being then that is what I will refer to you as. OMG! I can not believe somethings men will get really pissy about! Oh well, I guess it goes to show that not all the time can men where the pantyhose without crying about how tight they are.

And to think at one point in my life I was once envious of the penis!!

Tonight I have to say that I am just coasting. I have things in my head that I do not know how to accomplish. I spent alot of time with my family and reflecting on my past. My brother came to my apt today with my dad's study bible, and I was overcome with emotion. I miss me dad. He is the only man that ever understood me. I love him and for the past 7yrs I have cried when I was alone. All I had was my memories, but now I have his bible. I will not ever let that go. Well, back to the normal grind tomorrow. Gotta hit the gym again, it has been awhile.

So no need to cry over spoiled milk, when I can go and buy a new carton of milk. I am happy to say I am in the store shopping! LoL! My life is going to be full of ups and downs and I just came out of another down. However, I left the weight down below in the valley of my low. There are so many things in life to hold on to...I am choosing to hold on to my happiness. Kisses, and welcome to more of me! Unrestricted...the highs and lows of everything. Straight talk and hopefully straight responses from you or me...whoever ask the questions.

Besos!!

The MOST Beautiful Lyrics EVER!!

Will you think of me,
in time?
It's never my luck,
So never mind.
I wanna say your name,
But the pain starts
again,
It's never my luck,
So never mind.

Chorus:
And I had a dream that you were with me ,
it wasn't my fault,
you rolled me over,
flipped me over,
like a somersault.
That doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never,
And I stood outside her
Heaven.

Will you wait for me,
In time?
It's never my luck,
So never mind.
And, yeah, I lost a lot of what I
don't expect to ever
return
I tend to push `em 'till the pushings turn from
hurting to burn,
I always take them to that place I thought they wanted
to go,
But end up dancing 'round
this clown commands,
applause at a show...

Chorus:
I had a dream that you were with me ,
It wasn't my fault,
you rolled me over,
flipped me over,
A somersault.
And that doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never,
And I stood outside her
Heaven
Her heaven,
Heaven,
Heaven.

And I could only dream of you and sleep,
but I never see sunlight again,
I can try to be with you , but somehow I'll end up just losing a friend,
I can only reach for you
relate to you,
I'm losing my friend...
Where did she go?
Where?

Chorus:
I had a dream that you were with me ,
It wasn't my fault,
you rolled me over,
flipped me over,
like a somersault.
That doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never,
And I stood outside her
Heaven
I stood outside her heaven
Let me in your heaven...

I wanna live inside your heaven.

Promise you...

Promises are made to be broken
as the saying goes
So I make this promise to you
I will stop loving you when the times
get bad
When you are sick and your body
is against you I will walk away
You will not be able to count on me
when you feel you can't go on
I will not be around!
This I promise...

HNT

As you look up from my valley
and cross the vast serene land
you look up and see
my mounds o' plenty

Squirting...

Recently I had a guy tell me he was going to fuck and suck me until I squirted. I found that to be so funny and strange I had to inform him it was not going to happen. He went on to say that he has been with other females that he made squirt...say what? I was laughing my ass off at such presumptuous thoughts. I had to research...CAN YOU MAKE A FEMALE EJACULATE?

Based on my own experience I would have to say not! I mean I have had an orgasm so violent I had a muscle spasm in my back. An orgasm so intense I could not see for at least a couple of minutes. So I know that I have experienced some pretty earth shattering orgasms and not ever do I recall the need to "ejaculate". I have to say that I had to do my research to make sure I was not missing out on a cosmic event! But with my quick google search I have come across some simple anatomy in which should be known to all! A WOMAN CAN NOT EJACULATE!

"Only urine comes out of your bladder. About 50% of the time when I pee, my urine is clear and oderless as well. It depends upon your liquid intake and how long the urine has accumulated in the bladder.

There is nothing in the anatomy of a vagina that can make a women squirt any liquid. Only urine can be squirted. Squirting a liquid requires a reservoir plus surrounding muscles and a narrow tube/opening. This arrangement does not exist anywhere in the vagina. The often quoted Skenes glands are linked at the opening of the uretha but its secretions can only be squirted out if urine is being squirted at the same time. Even if Skenes secretions backtracked to the bladder, they would automatically mix with urine before being ejaculated. The Skenes glands themselves cannot squirt.

If women could indeed ejaculate vaginal fluids then this could have been easily proven a long, long time ago. The reason why it is still up in the air is because medically, there is nothing there in a vagina that a woman can squirt. You cannot just magic something out of thin air no matter how much you want to believe it. Only secretions from the Skene's glands mixed with urine can be squirted.

The Skenes glands are tiny and cannot produce much liquid so if you are expelling a lot of liquid then it is mostly urine. On the other hand if you just release a few drop of milky fluid then this may indeed be "ejaculate" only. "

Female First Forum exert

You may find out more also at http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Female_ejaculation

So men please do not embarass yourself with such foolish talk and females do not buy into it! All you are supplying is a pure shower...it is the same as golden but it is not golden! Get it, got it, good!! Take care and much LOVE!

Dirty Text Messaging 101

I came across this website that is now going to be my little secret weapon. It is called "Talk Dirty 101"!! Here are a few text phrases you can send to your spouse or lover. (I won't tell who you use it for...just use it...)

1. i wnt 2 x u

2. i cnt w8 2 nuzzle ur nips

3. when will u b home in bd w/ me?

4. get off work early and cum get me

5. i wnt 2 lick u

6. i wnt 2 taste ur dick

7. i wnt 2 milk ur dick and get ur cream

8. i wnt 2 suck u

9. i wnt 2 lick ur cum from my fingers

10. get home so I can fuck u

Feelings...

In all my life
In all my life
I have not ever felt a love so strong
I can move on but
it would be just another day
I am completely smitten
I am completely at awe
My world has embraced
The love that you have brought
I am just happy at the thought of you
Encased my by joy of you
I will die in the arms of you
The arms of your love
Love everlasting
Everlasting love

--
A hard man is good to find.

~Mae West

ONLY FOR THE GROWN FOLKS!! LoL...

I am not one to normally post porn, but this video is truly amateur! I love amateur work!! This is the most awesome also because the girl in the video looked like she loved what she was doing. Last the song is and will always be a favorite of mine!! Yummy Yumm...enjoy!!

My heart belongs to Daddy...

I love this song...it reminds me of all of my many calls that I get for the "Naughty Girl" or "Dirty Girl" fantasy that comes across the phone line. I so like playing the little naughty girl! It makes for interesting conversation...until the put an age on the "girl"! Depends on the age if they get me out of the mood!

Every time I open this blog site I am greeted by the pic of the previous blog and it side track me so I am going to have to post this random blog JUST to start moving the pic down outta eyesight! LoL!

WoW...

I love her breast...mine are not as big but close!! I know that this is just blunt out and to the point...but I am watching "Wired for Sex" and for some reason thought I would share. I am starting to become more comfortable with being a phone sex operator, and what has surprised me as of late is actually I had 2 calls tonight in which it was a couple. One was getting a husband and wife going in their night of passion which was VERY nice and the other one was a man that had hired an escort! So all in all...it was a very interesting night! I honestly enjoyed majority of all the calls.

I am woman, I love woman or man?

Today I am hungry, more than normal. I tend to find a way to quench my appetite, but for some strange reason I can not today. I am finding it harder and harder to deny my attraction to women. I find them lovely, beautiful, and bewitching. Which is strange...does that mean that I am so egocentric that if I did take the time to look in the mirror that I would truly fall in love with myself?
If you have seen that video "Sober" by Pink, you may know what I mean. I dream sometime that I am making love to myself and it feels SOOOOO damn good! Then I open my eyes in my dream and it is a man, most of the time it is my beloved who is bringing me the pleasure I seek. However, I am still finding myself making love to myself. Weird, but that is just one of the dreams I have had and yet to understand. I really long to slowly undress a woman, and caress her. To smell her skin and to kiss it softly. I desire to taste the breath on her lips, and to nuzzle in her bosom as a new born child. To taste the nectar of God that gives life...it should be the most satisfying dish to enjoy. However, it is not just because she is a woman. If it were than ANY crackwhore will do, but no it is only the ones that are as I am. That love beyond boundaries, that bring forth life not only physically but mentally. The woman that truly embodies mother earth, an angel, a goddes, an evil she devil when pushed.
I can not put myself in a catergory to define my sexuality, I just love! I love freely and it is sad that I can not express it without the world caging you with negativity! I sometime long to be in a world that I precieve when I read the medieval stories of knight, nymphs, goddesses, witches, and other wonderful tales. Or in the tales of Greek gods and goddess! The funny thing is that I still love men also!

My confessional...

Well sorta speak...I have been the girl on the other end of the phone! You know that one that you tell all your dirty secrets to! I love listening to the things that you dare tell the one you sleep next to at night! I am the one that you cumm on demand! Loosen your suit and tie and welcome to your fantasy come true...if only for a phone call! I am your phone fantasy baby...come whisper in my ear!!

Aaarrrghhh...

Now about to leave from the office and I am horny because of my naughty thoughts of Bon Jovi! Would it be funny if in traffic a car pulled up next to me and saw me masturbating? However, the moment of pleasure may cause me to have a car accident and then I would die fucking myself! LoL!!

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!

I just want to fuck BON JOVI, EMILIO ESTAVES, AND LOU DIAMOND PHILIPS right now!!

HaHa I remembered!!

It is HNT and I finally remembered! So for fumbling every Thursday since I 1st stated that I was going to participate then I am hoping that this will make up for it!! Kisses...

I bet that I can make you believe...

I bet that I can make you believe
In love and sex and magic
So let me drive my body around you
I bet you know what I mean
Cause you know that I can make you believe
In love and sex and magic...

Sissy Sluts...

I normally shy away from dealing with domination via humiliation anymore...but I can not resist this little ditty!! I was checking out her photostream on flickr and she is such a slut!! I love her filthy trashy look! She looks like a groupie that never got the memo that her band is no longer playing live shows or something!

Hollywood Whore is the song that comes to mind when I see this sissy! So should I use her slutty ass anymore? Should I even surprise her and make contact with her? I am not sure...the more I try to stay away from tramps like her the more I want to whip her ass into shape!

I will leave it at that for now...I am like a blood thirsty vampire and this really is not good for my abstaining from my kinky domme desires!!

I love this...

Do not know why I do, but I do!

Afternoon Snack...

Just finished masturbating at my office desk and it was WONDERFUL! I was able to orgasm twice so of course I am very relaxed! It is lovely when you can lock your door and make sure the phones are set on "away", it makes for an un-interrupted "meeting". Well back to work!

TaTa Love!!

My naughty headtrip lead to yummy yum yum!!

This weekend I felt a bit naughty! I did not want my man to eat me out, I just wanted him to fuck me good. I asked him if he masturbated at all during the week when I was not around and he had! Strange but it was only one time! I thought that men masturbate daily...I know I use to! Well anyway, as he was fucking me I asked me to describe his stroke process...and whispered in his ear that I wanted to swallow every bit of his juices! He was so shocked he could barely keep it under control until his cock reached my lips! As I came he held back and positioned himself for the perfect ending to my little naughty head trip!

He was nothing but smiles AGAIN! My Wolfy loves when I swallow! So every once and a while I surprise him! When we showered I told him that I will want his cock in my ass in the VERY near future! His face lit up with sheer excitement! I love my surprises!!

Just a thought...

I have been conversing with my 1st live in sub...I am thinking about having him back into my life! He is so devoted to me! I really think that he has matured and is ready to serve me completely again! Well he has never stopped wanting to, but I needed a break. I wanted a "normal" vanilla life. I do not see that happening anytime soon. I am just not wired that way. I love the man in which I am in love with, but I can not be put into a box.

I enjoy having my domestic pet. I love having him around because he gives me everything my little wicked heart desires! He has been asking to come back into my life, but my requirements for him at this point is that he needs a steady 9 to 5. He will not just be my live in...he will maintain an apartment within a 5mile radius from me. He will be on call at all times! He will maintain the up keep of my apartment and the upkeep of his! He will also be my errand boy...and if I want him to he will be my sexual toy that I can do whatever sadistic thing I pleased! I am IM'ng him now...I love know that he still pledges his undying devotion no matter what he has been through and who he has been with! I am still his QUEEN!

:well i am happy to know that i mean that much to you...i do not understand how...but i am happy to know that

robertmaximos:i know what u mean n u truly deserve da best. i also want a 2nd chance if i deserve that. no more playin games n nomore bs. i wna treat u rite n u still my QUEEN no matta what thru thick n thin.

:that is true! i want the best from anyone that is around me...but i keep getin 2nd best! i hate to settle for 2nd best either

robertmaximos:i know u dnt, but i know 1 want whats best 4 u n ur kids n u want 2 b happy n u want da best, i know that 4 a fact.

robertmaximos:yeah i told u 2 stay positive n 2 keep ur head up n2 stay strong n when i felt down, u told me 2 do da same n i still love da poem u wrote me.

:well i just do not know what i want right now

robertmaximos:ur welcome. im glad im cheering u up n now i feel betta to. im still n love wit u just so u know that. i just want to make u happy not feelin down. u use 2 tell me da sme n made me eat da same words.

:thank you robert!

robertmaximos:ur welcome n i wrote that just 4 u. im trying 2 cheer u up. i dnt know what else to say. this is da new me. im just tryin 2 xpress my love 2 u n how i feel. ur my Empress Scorpio Goddess, my Queen.

:thank you

robertmaximos:1 last thing b4 i get offline. 2 da world u may b 1 person, but 2 1 person ur da world. u mean da world 2 me, my heart cries out 4 ur heart, 2 hearts make 1, ur my Beautiful Queen 4eva n eva n i luv u

:i will get home about 730

robertmaximos:i apologize if im makin u mad since ur not sayin nothin. im gna get offline then.

robertmaximos:what time do u get home tonite? im not gna give up on u, just do not give up on me. u n i need to talk n would love to talk to u n person to. if u eva wna talk.

robertmaximos:oh no u will. im right here n ur corner. im not going anywhere. im gna write a song for u using ur display name. im gna call u to nite regardless.

robertmaximos:u can trust me. i know what u mean im da same way. im still her 4 u. rememba what i said, keep ya head n stay positive, just stay strong.

:well i guess i will not be hearing from you anymore...

:i do not know...i do not know who to trust right now

robertmaximos:i apologize. well when may i c u again?

:do not cal me boo

robertmaximos:i know. but i really do wna cya, i really do...i know u still n g*********t n i have friends out there to. i just wna cya. i miss u boo. just let me n.

: robert...you are wasting your time! i am not in the same place and until i want to be found you will not be able to find me

robertmaximos:u know what i am gna go down there, im just gna wait 4 my ride because i also wna cya. im makin an effort 2 come c u. im gna hold u n my arms like neva b4.

:do not waste your time coming down here...you will not find me!

robertmaximos:what are u talking about? do not make me find a ride down there now cuz i will but wnt have a way back unless my friend waits for me n my ride will be here at 4 n i will go down there.

:if i do not answer...you already know why!

robertmaximos:ima call u tonite, i dnt wna see u like that n im gna talk to u bout, im right here for u, stop tryin to push me away, i wna help n be there for u.

:i am going to be out of touch in the near future...so peace!!

robertmaximos:i know what u mean n i do have lots of patience.

:Robert...i do not want to talk right now...but i am a vexed soul and it will take someone very strong with patience to deal with my soul

robertmaximos:im tryin to show more action n even if i had to find a way down there to prove it to u i will.

:you did let me know how you felt and i am still waiting for someone to step to the plate...less talk more action!

robertmaximos:some gay guy just tried to hit on me on here. i tried letting u know how i felt n i still love u to.

:sure i guess...

robertmaximos:i know n im gna have a steady job. ima call u tonite when u get off or u call me so we can talk more about it.

:you have to have stability robert! a good job is a must and love for me and only me!

robertmaximos:shit i really do want u back n my life n will do whateva it takes to get u back.

robertmaximos:i cnt wait to get my own landscaping business. y u not happy, im here to listen to u.

:hey robert! i am not happy right now! but i will be okay! how are you?

What should I do?

your flesh
taste exquisite
it smells divine
soft and supple
laying next to mine

My thoughts about you right now...

I just want to tie you up and flick cigarette butts at you!
Watch you flinch as you are afraid one of them will get in your face!
Laugh at your pathetic ass until you start feeling the difference...
the difference you may ask?
When you walked in you thought you were ready...
you felt that this was just a game...
then you feel the hatred in my voice
as I verbally make you aware of your worth!
I take my paddle and smack you across the face with it!
It makes me feel so good so I slap your bitch ass again!
"IF you cry I will give you something to cry about!"
I tell you in the most subtle of voice!
I am tired of your look, your style is repulsive
I strip you down into the nothing you are...
and I laugh!
You fucked up now!
I want you to cry...
I want you to beg...
I want you to wish you were dead!!
As you are tied up...arms held high
I take my candle to your underarms
the heat from the flame to the sensitive nerves under the skin
is more than you can bear...
you cry for relief
and don't to your despair!
I switch to the other arm
as you plead for mercy...
I stare at your shameful face...
tears rolling down...
skin red and heated...
I am pretty sure that you are feeling defeated!
That is when I dig in a bit deeper!
I feel that your cock is a worthless piece of shit...
if it was not such a crime I would probably rid you of it!
Since it is then I will do the next best thing...
make it feel EXCRUCIATING pain!
Before your erection your little limp dick
I would take my trusty rat trap to it!
SNAP!
Goes the trap..."Hey look I caught another rat!"
How funny is that!!
You scream in so much pain and asking for release...
but before I do...
one more thing must be done...
Stimulation...yes I must get you that hard on!
My whispers in your ear
of my sweetest desires
the breath on your neck has got you passionately hotter.
I take your mind off the pain that I have just inflicted...
temperature is getting higher and higher
and then you realize there is a block in the line...
Haaaaaaa I am such an evil bitch!!

See you next time!!

Just think if there were 2 of me...

"I don't mind living in a man's world as long as I can be a woman in it. "

~Marilyn Monroe

Beautiful

Tenderness, originally uploaded by pedro pedreira.

Wednesday WEIRDNESS...

1.) Tell us something that to you is weird about your significant other. (If single, pick an ex) It can be a personality quirk, a hobby, a habit, a ritual etc but just make sure it's something you find odd about them.
He will not use public restrooms at ALL! Unless it is an EXTREME emergency!

2.) What are 3 songs that you find sexy?

Til the Cops Come Knocking ~ Maxwell
Closer ~ Nine Inch Nails
Uh Ah ~ Boys II Men

3.) After your partner goes down on you, do they have to brush their teeth/rinse with mouthwash before meeting your mouth again or do things just roll on?

We just keep on rollin!! WTH...it must be really bad if you have to stop and brush!

4.) Is it ever okay to go ass to mouth without cleaning in between? (Anal sex to oral sex. Licking the anus to kissing. Etc )

Ewwwww! That is just nasty! No rim shots!!

5.) If you were going to give yourself a "Most Likely To..." award for this week, what would your title be?

Most likely to overbook!

6.) Do you read any self-help books? If so, which is your favorite? If not, why not?

No...I have not really! I think I am too narcissistic! I tend to start reading it and then I feel in my own mind I do that already!

7.) Do you prefer to buy porn, sex toys, lube and things of that nature in a store or discreetly online? Why?

I prefer to buy my porn and such at the store! I love the taboo feeling of walking in there and men are looking like...huh...a woman is in here?

8.) List these things in order from what you find most sexy to least sexy: Money, Loyalty, Sense of humor, Intelligence, Kindness, Romantic, Open-mindedness, Kinky, Honesty.
Intelligence
Loyalty
Honesty
Sense of Humor
Kindness
Romantic
Open Mindedness
Money
Kinky

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Something to listen to...MY VOICE!

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This is me...

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I made a date
and I waited
I waited
I contemplated
but I waited
You left me waiting
pondering the existence of you
are you real
or are you fantasy
are you serious
or are you playing with me
I stared at the passing
startled at the flicker
of any resemblance
or any hint
I lay waiting
for your return
the phone rings
I look up
and its you
my heart flutters
beating fast
once again we meet
separated by the monitor glass
digital love
i am no longer jaded
just sometime waiting i get frustrated!

Mr. Man

Late Night Neo Soul, originally uploaded by EmpressScorpio.

Why is it
the man of mystery
has to be so mysterious
why can i not meet him
smell him
touch him
feel him
Why must he only exist
were my other senses
are absent
have taken flight
have retired for the night
Must the only time
we meet
is in my dreams
my fantasy
or on the screen?

Reflections of the un-important

Real 24/7, originally uploaded by EmpressScorpio.

I have memories
very vivid memories
of the life i use to have
of the smiles i use to smile
of the tears i use to cry
or the fears i use to hide
i have memories
very vivid memories
but not of you

Natural girl

Natural girl, originally uploaded by EmpressScorpio.

I am feeling such a rush today. More than ever before. I purchased some key ingredients for beauty products that are enviro friendly! I can not wait to make little samples of things that will make a difference in my beauty routine. The funny thing is...i will be the test subject! So, for the girl that a not the wiz in chemistry class, but was in human chemistry (wink wink)...I salute you! You are on your way to becoming the siren that you have always wanted to be. Like your foremothers in Egypt, that lived and loved the land. You will join the circle! You will be welcomed in with open arms! Thank you to myself and the queens before me!

Just a tease

Just a tease, originally uploaded by EmpressScorpio.

Yeah
I know that I am just a tease...I know that I should not show this video! I have contemplated the showing of this since I uploaded it. Why? It is cute...it can help someone have a brighter day! It can help me on the way to liberation of the woman that I have hidden. I know that what I am doing is wrong, but it feels so right! Wouldnt you agree?

HNT!!

, originally uploaded by EmpressScorpio.

I come bearing my soul
a new start to a new year...
it has been awhile
and this is winter chaos
set calm!

Simply intoxicated...

As I sit her typing this blog I am lit. Yes, I have been drinking the most sublime little ditty! Take midori, patron and lemon juice and you have a cocktail that taste like a margarita without all the slush! I am feelin so good right now! Too bad my man is not home! I will just have to enjoy myself without him! LoL! Normally I do not want him to miss all the fun, but uh what the hell, I can do both! I feel like making a few videos of me being silly or either taking a few pics! Let me say that I had the most interesting of days, but the one thing I know for sure is that I will keep having fun! This month has been bitchin and it just started. I am fuckin sexy! LoL! I a sexy beast! Yeah a sexy beast! Now I sound like Stewie Griffin!

HNT!!

Now it is HNT...
My first one ever.
I hope I did it correct...
but if not...
it will get better with time.
I love my pic
and
the beauty of my skin that I am in!

Much to say...

Okay HAPPY NEW YEAR to all!!
Now that I have that out of the way, I need to start off by saying...WoW I am fucking horny as hell! I can not wait until I get home! I need a serious pussy pounding!!
Well, at this time I have been watching "Nailing Paylin" and it has this wonderful lesbian scene. I think that is what I want to do, at least in my fantasy. My 2009 fantasy is to have girl on girl action staring me. I also want for my man to fuck me so hard that I can not have sex for at least 2 days! That would be awesome!!