Something wicked this way comes...

I know that what I do is wrong sometime. Mainly when I feel that I am doing wrong is when I am interested in a particular male that I think can keep up with me. It seems when the thought crosses my mind then all my devious play with other males, become a bit awkward. I just want to then play with their minds...but

HOLD UP!! I am not catching feelings for any one at the moment. I just need an alpha male to balance out my blood thirsty lust for deviously destructive play. I am starting to feel like I need a scratching post kind of guy. One that I can have my way with mentally, sexually and financially!! Yep I said it!! LoL...but I want an alpha male that I can come home to and show how naughty I was!! I know what I need...I need a pet!! A precious little pet that can certainly take care of my whimsical kinks!! Someone I can dress up and be my human doll!! I promise I will not break anything...lol!!

Today has been nothing but a thought day. I am planning for a future that I am totally in control of. I love it when I am not coasting along...but with new additions in my life and new commitments I am finding my more dominate devious side of me is surfacing again. I have so tried to suppress it!! I mean really...I have done everything from the good girlfriend...that did not last long. To the devoted friend!! It has effected my success and I need not for that to happen...I feel like a pent up animal. I feel as though I was a jungle cat that had it's claws removed or it's roar taken away...how fucked up is that. OMG...I am on the prowl and ready to play!!

Enough for now...