My thoughts about you right now...

I just want to tie you up and flick cigarette butts at you!
Watch you flinch as you are afraid one of them will get in your face!
Laugh at your pathetic ass until you start feeling the difference...
the difference you may ask?
When you walked in you thought you were ready...
you felt that this was just a game...
then you feel the hatred in my voice
as I verbally make you aware of your worth!
I take my paddle and smack you across the face with it!
It makes me feel so good so I slap your bitch ass again!
"IF you cry I will give you something to cry about!"
I tell you in the most subtle of voice!
I am tired of your look, your style is repulsive
I strip you down into the nothing you are...
and I laugh!
You fucked up now!
I want you to cry...
I want you to beg...
I want you to wish you were dead!!
As you are tied up...arms held high
I take my candle to your underarms
the heat from the flame to the sensitive nerves under the skin
is more than you can bear...
you cry for relief
and don't to your despair!
I switch to the other arm
as you plead for mercy...
I stare at your shameful face...
tears rolling down...
skin red and heated...
I am pretty sure that you are feeling defeated!
That is when I dig in a bit deeper!
I feel that your cock is a worthless piece of shit...
if it was not such a crime I would probably rid you of it!
Since it is then I will do the next best thing...
make it feel EXCRUCIATING pain!
Before your erection your little limp dick
I would take my trusty rat trap to it!
SNAP!
Goes the trap..."Hey look I caught another rat!"
How funny is that!!
You scream in so much pain and asking for release...
but before I do...
one more thing must be done...
Stimulation...yes I must get you that hard on!
My whispers in your ear
of my sweetest desires
the breath on your neck has got you passionately hotter.
I take your mind off the pain that I have just inflicted...
temperature is getting higher and higher
and then you realize there is a block in the line...
Haaaaaaa I am such an evil bitch!!

See you next time!!