Tonight I have to say that I am just coasting. I have things in my head that I do not know how to accomplish. I spent alot of time with my family and reflecting on my past. My brother came to my apt today with my dad's study bible, and I was overcome with emotion. I miss me dad. He is the only man that ever understood me. I love him and for the past 7yrs I have cried when I was alone. All I had was my memories, but now I have his bible. I will not ever let that go. Well, back to the normal grind tomorrow. Gotta hit the gym again, it has been awhile.