My love
My pussy waits for you
warm
wet
empty
that is not the way it should be
My love
you are to be here
she is thirsty
wanting
you to share your milk
My love
my pussy waits for you
come and pet
my pretty
pretty
pussy

Reflections...

I do not normally reflect on the past, it tends to slow down the momentum of my future. However, I must admit...I love it when I can actually stop and go "WoW! I did that?" My video that I have posted here is one of those moments from 2008! I actually broke out of my self abuse and started appreciating what was given to me. I hope to one day just help other women feel good about themselves as I am learning! Well enough mushy shit!! Hope you get all hot and bothered by watching this little clip, and if you do check out my others at My Video Store!

Wish I was at home instead of behind this desk. I wish I was in bed nude...my favorite place to be with my favorite outfit to wear. I never have understood the concept of clothing in your bedroom or during leisure time. I love being able to be as free as possible. I am not a nudist, but I do love the nude!
I love how bodies feel skin to skin, especially when the skin that you are in contact with is the skin of someone you love. I love to be able to just engulf myself in the arms of my love. Smell his scent and feel his body. It is a known thing that when you are free with yourself you are truly free. I am free!

HNT Newbie...

I keep seeing HNT. I did not know what HNT was until I came across the most lovely of blogs! " Views From the Back Row" was nice enough to get me on track! I can not wait for Thursdays now! It will be interested to see the pics from this community! And of course I can not wait to post what will become my blog tradition I hope! So here is to

Me and my new toy

Me and my new toy, originally uploaded by EmpressScorpio.

So this weekend was fun...filled with surprises! My favorite one is my new phone that my beau got me! He loves me dearly and spoils me rotten! That is why he will not EVER be forgotten! Corny I know...well now we have to get him settled in his apartment! I can not wait to break in his new place...leave my scent of attraction!

Laterz!

Silly Lovers...

This is me and my beau...just in case you did not know! He is HOTT!! He is the dreamiest!

Just a quickie...

Picture 290, originally uploaded by EmpressScorpio.

I want to tell everyone...Merry Be-lated Christmas and a wonderful New Year! I had a lovely Christmas indeed! Family and friends filled with well wishes! Most of all I felt like the royalty! I was totally just regal and divine! I loved the whole day...minus my moms being a royal bitch! She is still pissed at the broken engagement between me and my beau! I really think that it is petty as we have moved on. We hurt and we move on. He is still my love and I am still his. Just wrong timing. We continue to date and see each other and that is the way we like it at the moment.
The best Christmas gift that I received was him and I spending time together and enjoying time with my Grandmother and Grandfather! Oh yeah and he is coming with me to get my 1st tattoo. I am not sure as to what I am going to have branded on me...but I want it to be of importance to me. I will soon need to make up my mind...because I do not want to be one of those persons that get random tattoo because it is "cute"!
Well in the meantime...MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!

IMG_0154, originally uploaded by EmpressScorpio.

I bare my soul
as bare as my skin
there is still a level deep within
that even I can't see
but I know one day
it will reveal itself
to you
and me

webcam4, originally uploaded by EmpressScorpio.

Cause when I open my eyes
i feel you watching me
judging me
laughing at me
Your perfection
demeaning me
with unjust rules
I love you
but sometime I feel you can be so cruel
I examine myself
to try and understand
why I feel the way I do
a very powerful woman
until i come to you
i desire your approval
i desire your touch
i desire your words
i desire this much
but more than ever
for my king
your queen
desires your
powerful
reign

AngelicMe

AngelicMe, originally uploaded by EmpressScorpio.

I just wanted to post this video. I think this one will be my first video posting on here. It is one of my favorite videos made because of the song and how angelic I look! I am so special...LoL!! Well enjoy! If there you ever need a smile then just watch this video...

I do not really have to many plans for Christmas. I am mainly just spending it with family and friends. I am to keep a window open for a movie date. However, I am not sure at this time how probable that will be. I hate planning things, but with David, I have to plan it out! I love just to go where the moment takes me! Life is much like art, when you just let the moment move you, the outcome is normally much more beautiful than you could ever hope for!

Merry Christmas to all!!

PrisonBreak

Okay so I am watching PrisonBreak and all the men on there are so yummy!! They need to just make a calendar of the men of PrisonBreak!

New episodes start this spring! Spring 2009? Damn, that is torture!! LoL!!

Speaking openly...

Okay...I know that he would probably kill me for telling...but David and I had the most yummy night Wednesday. I try not to write about our pleasures, but I must say I can not hold it in. We were talking and one thing led to another, and I asked to see his lovely cock! Yes, he has the most gorgeous cock I have had the pleasure of playing with. I started to caress and kiss it as I normally would and it was lovely! I decided to inhale and take in as much as I could. I DID IT!! I took it all in...now normally I can not because of a serious gag reflex issue, but not this night! It was awesome to be able to take him all in at once! Mind you I did have to take a few breaks, but I still was very proud of my progress! I love giving my man head!! Then on top of that ...I requested for no oral in return, but I wanted anal!! DAMN...that was the best anal we have ever done!! Slow motion, deep penetration, and very sensual erotic ride until we both climaxed! I sooooooooo enjoyed it!! Can I get a repeat...oh yeah!!

I am in such a mood...

I do not know why...but I have been jammin to Jeffree Star one moment and then Jaime Foxx the next! I do not know what is up with that ...but I downloaded about 6 songs from J-Stars site on iTunes and now I want to go pick up the new Jaime Foxx for the car. I am so fucking fierce today!! Whatch out bitches...LoL!!

So far my online Christmas gifts have arrived, and I have also been able to secure the cutest pair of shoes for only $10.95 from amazon.com!! Lucky me...LoL!!

Noticed...

I noticed that I do have people commenting on my blogspot! How lovely!! Now if I can just learn how to do the same and find many, many more on this site! It certainly helps past the time when I am at work! Because everyone knows that since the discovery of the internet, there has been less productivity in the office place than ever before! LoL!! I know that I do find myself gazing off...and when I do...I make myself look busy by net surfing! At this time I am shoppig or a dildo, and it is a bit aggrevating! I do not want anything too big, because I am not! I also do not want anything too small, because I am not!! I would love something that fits me and still does not cause too much damage that my man will not like the glove fit anymore! I think I will probably purchase a tickler and see what happens then!

So I know I have been MIA...but I have the holiday blues. I am not in the freaking holiday spirit, but I refuse to let that bring everyone else down. I am trying to move forward with a lot of things that for some reason people want to wait until after the holidays to move on with. I have also put on hold my relationship with my current beau! He and I realize that we moved way to fast and for some reason never really got to date! Yeah!! I am just as shocked as you...but looking back...it is ironically true! How do you go from getting to know someone to being ENGAGED!! It was so weird!! However, we are dating, trying to at least and see where that leads us! I hope to a lasting ever after, but if not...you know it is not the end of my world!! I love him and he is such a good man that this will be very interesting!

I tend to over do it around the holidays which makes me really anal! I like to make sure that I get the best for my money and I love to make people smile during this time of year! It was only 3.5 yrs ago that I was in a homeless shelter, giving people and their generosity helped me get my life back and believe in hope again! So I really try to bring smiles to anyone I can! Well I hope that all of you reading find peace, love, and happiness this season and the year to come!! Love ya!!

My Declaration

I am a woman
that I know
not perfect
but full of beautiful imperfections
I may belch
at the dinner table
I may say fuck you
to authority
I may kiss you
one day
and punch you the next
But I am still as lovely
as the beauty
that graces the magazines
I am
the beauty that makes
life worth living
I will show you
what you
do not want to see
and see things you
did not want shown
I am as perfect
as God made me
who are you to judge me!!