So I know I have been MIA...but I have the holiday blues. I am not in the freaking holiday spirit, but I refuse to let that bring everyone else down. I am trying to move forward with a lot of things that for some reason people want to wait until after the holidays to move on with. I have also put on hold my relationship with my current beau! He and I realize that we moved way to fast and for some reason never really got to date! Yeah!! I am just as shocked as you...but looking back...it is ironically true! How do you go from getting to know someone to being ENGAGED!! It was so weird!! However, we are dating, trying to at least and see where that leads us! I hope to a lasting ever after, but if not...you know it is not the end of my world!! I love him and he is such a good man that this will be very interesting!

I tend to over do it around the holidays which makes me really anal! I like to make sure that I get the best for my money and I love to make people smile during this time of year! It was only 3.5 yrs ago that I was in a homeless shelter, giving people and their generosity helped me get my life back and believe in hope again! So I really try to bring smiles to anyone I can! Well I hope that all of you reading find peace, love, and happiness this season and the year to come!! Love ya!!