I am so excited I have figured out how to merge my blogs!! You may now return to the rest of your day!!

Okie... can someone say "UH HUH... YEAH!!"  I would so like to do a photoshoot like this!! It would be so awesome!!

Wow...

It has been a long time since I have been in this spot.  Longer than the weave on most women's head!! I am in such a place now that I really can't explain to you the journey that has brought me here.  Just know that it has been a much needed trip.  Well at this time I am hungry so there is not much to talk about without getting side tracked about how lovely food would taste right about now!! I am sassier and slimmer but I am more hungry... and this time not just for food!! Hehehehehehe...

My Dream come true....

It happened after months of prayer.
I wanted nothing more than to experience this and it happened. I wanted to tell the world but I could not find the words for it until a week later. You are a dream come true, and I am thankful that my dream came true. You walked in the door and although my apartment was dark you lit the darkness. We sat and talked. We laughed and thought. We sat silently and watched television and then burst into laughter. You looked at me and I thought I would melt. I touched you and took you to another place. You asked me if I was nervous and I could only whisper yes. You give me butterflies, and I like it. I have not felt that way in a long time. You kissed me and I lost my breath. You kissed me and I breathed again. You kissed me and I realized my dream was reality. I was speechless. I felt like heaven after just one kiss. You gave me more, and I was unable to get my thoughts together. Something that I had thought of plenty of times in my dreams...I knew what I was going to say and what you would do. However, when you kissed me I was unable to even think. I was unable to move. I was only able to nod my head yes for more and whisper I am okay. You layed me down and again my lips met yours and then the rest of my body. I was not sure what I wanted next since your kiss was all I had ever hoped for. However, your kiss traveled and my body was its welcoming host. You blessed my body, you blessed my mind, you blessed my soul. My dream come true.

Translation...

(Do not die, not die ... ah DLG)

The love you give me
Touched my heart
I saw no
A Far Better World

Only with you
I have gone back to being happy
Blessed be my fate
Protect us always.

You ... My true love
Our love, our love jama s death

I will not die, I know our love
I will not die, because it is eternal
And always will
Love without conditions ³ n, sincere and true love
I will not die ..
We deserve each other
Lion U.S. as ± a fire
Until the end.

No death, no arrears
Do not die, does not dwell ...

The love you give me
I fill my heart
Calming me thirsty
To sit without love
There is no one like you
a ray of light
You've made me so happy
Nothing matters to me nothing but your love

You ... My true love
Our love, our love will never die

I will not die, I love our
I will not die, because it is eternal
And always will
Love without conditions ³ n, sincere and true love
I will not die,
We deserve each other
Lion us as a fire
final until the final
I know our love
I will not die, because it is eternal
I will not die

No death, no delay, (no death)
No death, no delay, (no death)
No death, no delay, (no death)

I will not die

(Our love will last forever ... I will not die)
And make it last forever (not die)
This love is so hot (not die)
Bless my lucky (not die)
From me to love (not die)
(Our love will last forever ... I will not die)
I will not die (never die)
Eternal Love (not die)
From here to heaven (not die)
(not die)
(never die)
And you really (not die)
Oooo baby, Oo baby Oooo baby, Oo baby (not die)
Yeaaaaaaaahahah Yeaaaaaaaahahah

Stayed in my mind,
This great love between you and me
Days go by Days go by
Weeks go by Weeks go by
Years go by, and Years go by, and
No death, no arrears
I will not die, not die rarara
will not die
will not die
aha yeah, baby, whoa aha yeah, baby, whoa

watch me now watch me now

DLG, sabroso, como chocolate DLG tasty as chocolate
late My heart goes, it beats beating
DLG stands for Dark Latin Groove DLG stands for Dark Latin Groove
We make your body move We make your body move
I will not die, not die rarara
will not die
will not die
I will not die, aaaaaaa
NoI will not die rarara
No I will not die rarara

No Morira ...just brings back memories

El amor que me das
Toco mi corazón
Y no pude ver
un mundo mucho mejor

Solo junto a ti
Yo he vuelto a ser feliz
Bendita sea mi suerte
Que nos proteja siempre.

Tu...Mi gran amor
Nuestro amor, nuestro amor jamás morirá

No morirá, yo se que nuestro amor
No morirá, porque es eterno
Y siempre será
Amor sin condición, Amor sincero y verdadero
No morirá..
Somos tal para cual
Unidos como leña al fuego
hasta El final.

No morirá, no morí,
No morirá, no morí...

El amor que me das
Lleno mi corazón
Calmando me la sed
Que sentía sin amor

No hay nadie como tu
Lucero, un rayo de luz
Me has hecho tan feliz
Nada me importa nada mas que tu amor

Tu...Mi gran amor
Nuestro amor, nuestro amor jamas morirá

No morirá, yo se que nuestro amor
No morirá, porque es eterno
Y siempre sera
Amor sin condición, Amor sincero y verdadero
No morirá,
Somos tal para cual
Unidos como leña al fuego
hasta El final
Yo se que nuestro amor
No morirá, porque es eterno
No morirá

No morirá, no morí, (No morirá)
No morirá, no morí, (No morirá)
No morirá, no morí, (No morirá)

No morirá

(Nuestro amor, y durara para siempre... No morirá)
Y que dure para siempre (No morirá)
Este amor tan caliente (No Morirá)
Bendita sea mi suerte (no morirá)
De yo poder quererte (no morirá)
(Nuestro amor, y durara para siempre... No morirá)
No morirá (no morirá)
Amor eterno (no morirá)
De aquí al cielo (no morirá)
Uhuhuhuuuu (no morirá)

No morirá (no morirá)
Y tu veras (no morirá)
Oooo baby, Oo baby (no morirá)
Yeaaaaaaaahahah

En mi mente se quedo,
Este amor tan grande entre tu y yo
Days go by
Weeks go by
Years go by, and
No morirá, no morí,
No morirá, no morirárarara

no morirárarara
no morirárarara
aha yeah, baby, whoa

watch me now

DLG, sabroso, como chocolate
Mi corazón va, late que late
DLG stands for Dark Latin Groove
We make your body move
No morirá, no morirárarara
no morirárarara
no morirárarara
No morirá, a a a a a a a
No morirárarara
No morirárarara

No morirá nuestro amor
No morirá nuestro amor (no morirá)
Cada vez que te veo
Se me sube la presión (no morirá)
Por que no pude olvidar
Los momentos que pasé (no morirá)
Por eso yo te digo
Que siempre te amaré (no morirá)
No morirá, no morirá
No morirá, no morirá (no morirá)
No morirá, no morirá
No morirá, no morirá (no morirá)
No morirá, no morirá
No morirá, no morirá (no morirá)
No morirá, no morirá
No morirá, no morirá (no morirá)

No morirá (no morirá)
Amor eterno (no morirá)
Oh…

There's this guy...

Have you ever heard of the saying...

I saw this guy/girl that was like WHOA...I wish I could have talked to him/her.

Well I have had that happened. I have seen this guy...and he is so sweet. I wish I can talk to him. He does not even know I exist...and as much as I LOVE to talk...I think he is the only guy that I would be at a loss for words if I ever came in contact with him. His smile is outrageous...his voice is fantastic...his eyes are intoxicating....and his laugh is contagious. He seems to be a dream boat...with an terrific personality and character. What I would not give to be able to get to know him. Alas, I am just a face in the crowd. I am a person in a fleeting moment will be gone from his vision.

What is a girl to do??

What's going on...

What have I been up to...check me out on

twitter.com/nikitamarceau

I am always on there...lol!! I actually have a new website in which I am focusing my attention on. I am also thinking of webcam chats...it depends on scheduling other things in my life. However, I have to say I miss blogging and just letting whatever is on my mind out. Blogging is the only place where I do not have to worry about being censored at this time. LoL...well I hope that you will continue to see more of me in the future!!

This Woman is my crack...lol!!

I love CoCo...she is the wife of famed rapper Ice-T!!

The Sweetest Comment EVER...

Flickaveli (U Can't Kill Me!) says:

That is my joint......LONG LIVE THE KING!!!!!! I'm still crushed over the fact that he is gone. Thank you for posting this.....it is people like you that will help him live on forever!
Posted 2 months ago. ( permalink | delete )

This is in reference to a video that I posted on my photostream for my Flickr account... http://www.flickr.com/photos/26249586@N05/2975314948

My video of the moment...

Not me actually...I just love this video and song!

Men watch your women...

Yes I said it...I was browsing twitter and clicked on a link about some chica's BFF...and it was a link of a male dancer!! I was needless to say pissed the fuck off!! Maybe it is that female dominance in me, but I have not ever liked watching a man strip!! It is just disgustinly weird. But these women were going ape shit crazy...letting a man rub his cock all in their faces and simulate eating their pussies!! Are you serious...SIMULATE?? Bitch please...if I am allowing you to go down on me you better eat it and eat it good...no simulation needed. Then to grind your cock in my face...a true sign of punk ass disrespect!! Hell no!! That will not happen in my world!! However, these women were doing shit I guess their men won't do at home. Which is truly sad. If you do decide to watch this video...I hope you don't find your queen on here...and if you do...you need to step your game up because your queen is happier "playing" like she is having sex with a man than she is actually having sex with you!!

For the women...how can you be such a fucking hypocrite when your man goes to watch titties jiggle, ass shaking, and pussies popping when you are doing shit like this on "LADIES NIGHT"? Is this the book that Oprah has recommended for the sister circle to read..."Cock Night"? Next time be a woman about it...when your man gets wired up to go to the strip club, tell him "okay baby...I am dropping dollars at the Dick Club" and then there will be no hard (...lol no pun intended) feelings!! He can do him and you can do you, instead of lying about what you and your girls go out and do!!

**DISCLAIMER**

The images you are about to view are extremely DISGUSTING and unless you are a homosexual male or a cuckold submissive male that does not mind watching men grinding around on stage I suggest that you DO NOT PUSH PLAY!!

Today...

Today I feel fanfriggintastic!! I feel like I am on top of the world and honestly I am. I have been crushing those that need crushing and loving those that need the loving. I am getting closer and closer to the success in which I want to achieve and prepared for any road block that may want to come my way.

You think that the world is prepared for your arrival, but it is not. You have to prepare your own fanfare and hope that others will enjoy the party.

Until later...

Sew today...

So today was a very interesting day. I have been inspired to reconstruct some items that I was going to give away. I know that there are plenty of women or men out there that can use my gently used undergarments. However, I think that I will reconstruct them instead of buying more. If I buy more then it will be someone elses design and I love being my individual self. So for my upcoming birthday I plan on showing off my more sassy bras and panties. Countdown until my birthday is now 18 days...I hope I finish by then. And if anyone is wondering what to get me for my birthday...be an angel and adorn my feet with the cutest of the cute...Bordello Shoes size 10. They go good with anything...




Kisses
Nikita

Something wicked this way comes...

I know that what I do is wrong sometime. Mainly when I feel that I am doing wrong is when I am interested in a particular male that I think can keep up with me. It seems when the thought crosses my mind then all my devious play with other males, become a bit awkward. I just want to then play with their minds...but

HOLD UP!! I am not catching feelings for any one at the moment. I just need an alpha male to balance out my blood thirsty lust for deviously destructive play. I am starting to feel like I need a scratching post kind of guy. One that I can have my way with mentally, sexually and financially!! Yep I said it!! LoL...but I want an alpha male that I can come home to and show how naughty I was!! I know what I need...I need a pet!! A precious little pet that can certainly take care of my whimsical kinks!! Someone I can dress up and be my human doll!! I promise I will not break anything...lol!!

Today has been nothing but a thought day. I am planning for a future that I am totally in control of. I love it when I am not coasting along...but with new additions in my life and new commitments I am finding my more dominate devious side of me is surfacing again. I have so tried to suppress it!! I mean really...I have done everything from the good girlfriend...that did not last long. To the devoted friend!! It has effected my success and I need not for that to happen...I feel like a pent up animal. I feel as though I was a jungle cat that had it's claws removed or it's roar taken away...how fucked up is that. OMG...I am on the prowl and ready to play!!

Enough for now...

Just another day in the life of me...

Answering emails and I came across this one from my flickr account...after nicely reply to some of his raunchy and unsolicited request he sends this--->


On 3 Oct 09, 11.05AM CDT xxxxxxxxxx2003 said:

oh am I? It would be good if you had a photo in your stream of you on your knees with my hard cock in your mouth. What do you think?


My response---->


Subject: Re: hello

I dont!

You might think of that and possibly dream of it...but it will continue to be one of your fondest dreams!! LoL...

Many kisses
Nikita


Oh my goodness...please!! I love freaking my man...but if you are not my man...RESPECT is what you shall give me. This person is getting the Royal Middle Finger!!

To my love unknown...

I sit alone
The sound of the wind blowing through the trees...
it echoes the warmth of your voice
Your voice that I miss so much
it caresses my soul
Now the only warmth this autumn
are the warmth of my tears
Your music I will hold
in my heart forever
your smile
I will from now on
see when the sun shines
Your touch
I will feel again when we meet once more
until then
my love
my autumn has come

Victorian Slang Made to Order...

Don't you just get tired of the same old words used for sex?? Well here are a few back from the Victorian era...hope you like it!!

Victorian Slang - Sexual Slang

Victorian slang - quick sex dictionary

* Breasts - Diddeys, bubbies (a bushel bubby is a full-breasted woman), chicken-breasted (flat-chested), one's dairy, cupid's kettle drums
* Testicles - Whirlygigs, ballocks, bawbles, trinkets, gingambobs, thingambobs, tallywags, twiddle-diddles
* Woman's private parts - Cock alley, Cock Lane, one's commodity, dumb glutton, fruitful vine, old hat (because frequently felt), Miss or Lady Laycock, madge, money (commonly applied to little children. 'Careful there miss, or you'll show us your money'), muff, notch, cunny, quim, crinkum-crankum
* Willy - Arbor vitae, gaying instrument, lobcock (a willy that's large and relaxed), Nebuchadnezzar, plug-tail, tackle, whore-pipe
* Shagging - to tup, to dab it up with, to give a green gown (ie. get her dress grassy), to join giblets, to grind, to knock, to occupy, prigging, wapping
* Gay - Mandrake (man), Tom (butch or boyish lesbian), Sapphist (any kind of lesbian)
* Prostitute - Pinchcock, bunter (half-whore, half-beggar), laced mutton, toffer, unfortunate woman
* Lady who's a bit of a romp - wagtail, bobtail, bangtail, cleaver, rantipole (to ride rantipole), dirty puzzle (a nasty slut)
* Wanking - to fetch mettle (mettle being semen), to toss off. Women apparently didn't wank - at least Queen Victoria thought so, which is why she changed the law to say a woman could never be accused of the female equivalent of onanism.
* Buttocks - blind cupid, nancy, roundmouth (but that's just the bottom's winking star)

Victorian slang - doing sexy

* Terms of endearment - My dear nug ('My dear love')
* Tipping the velvet - tonguing a woman's mouth or, if you were very naughty, her muff
* Unrigged - undressed
* Brother starling - a man who has sex with the same woman as his friend
* To play a game at loll tongue - to drool over a woman, to do anything with a woman that would cause saliva
* Melting moments - a fat man and woman in amourous congress
* Piss-proud - having a false or unsturdy erection
* Quail-pipe - a woman's tongue
* Having a buttered bun - engaging in the carnal act with a woman who's just finished lying with someone else

When I need entertainment...

When I need entertainment I tend to read my emails...some of them are really disgusting. While others are a bore!! Then you have those that seem to giggle...this is one of them...from my new little pet whom we will call "Sandy"!!


-----Original Message-----
From: "Sandy"
To: Me (of course)
Sent: Tue, Sep 15, 2009 10:51 pm
Subject: (no subject)

Dear Amazing Empress:

WEll, it's happened again...another fantasy all because of You!! I hope that You want to hear it, if not PLEASE destroy this email quickly!!.....OK, You're still here so maybe You do want to hear it. This came about after You told me that You have friends in the lifestyle and I got to thinking (a dangerous thing) about what it would be like to be around others with similar interests.

You informed me that You have been invited to a cocktail party with some of Your friends. You also told me that You were tired of seeing me in an excited state everytime I did something to serve Your needs and that You were going to fix that problem before we went to the party. You had me strip and wait in the living room, You came in with a box and a blindfold. You covered my eyes and had me stand, You went on about Your business for several minutes while I fretted about what You were going to do to solve the problem. I felt You approaching me, I could hear You snicker and felt You hands on my genitals. I was thinking that this would not help the problem at all and then I felt something cold an hard on me, next I could feel my penis against something and then I heard a click. I had a very strange feeling...was very nervous. You removed the blindfold and I looked down and found my genitals enclosed in a container, then I saw that You were holding a key on a silk string. The look on Your face told me that this was not a game. You told me that You were going to keep the key...that I would not be allowed out of the trap unless You felt that I deserved to chance to "breathe" You also told me that I should not expect to be allowed the privilege of an orgasm any time in the near future, and it would only be allowed if You felt that I had done something special that made You feel that I deserved that privilege . You then led me to the bedroom to help You prepare for the party, You had on a slinky, snug and low cut dark evening dress and heels that took my breath away. I felt the excitement rushing through me but I was not able to get any type of erection...this caused You to give me an evil but soooo sexy smile! You than had me dress and told me that it would be in my best interest not to do anything to embarrass You in front of Your friends. We went to the party and You led me around and introduced me as Your personal pet. You sat down and told me to get You a glass of champagne...I brought it to You and tripped slightly over someones foot ( I think she tripped me on purpose) The champagne spilled on You dress, Your leg and onto Your foot. As soon as I saw the look on Your face I feared for my life!! You told me to lick the champagne from Your leg first and then You put You exquisite foot to me face and told me to lick every drop from it. Then you had me strip in front of the Your friends...I stood there in only me new device, You had me bend over a chair a proceeded to spank my ass until it was beet red...the same color my face had turned of embarrassment. You then let me dress again and much of the talk that evening was about my gift from You...that little holder!

Dammm, have to go back to work....I think You can imagine the rest of the night!!!!

Your loyal pet!!!!



I had to giggle with delight, because it is similar to what I have done in the past to sub-males that I allowed in my home. I now have to learn to merge the 2 worlds. However, most men are not willing to allow me to have "pets" of the submissive nature in our home. That is why I am single now until I can decide what I want.

Kisses!!