PrisonBreak

Okay so I am watching PrisonBreak and all the men on there are so yummy!! They need to just make a calendar of the men of PrisonBreak!

New episodes start this spring! Spring 2009? Damn, that is torture!! LoL!!

Speaking openly...

Okay...I know that he would probably kill me for telling...but David and I had the most yummy night Wednesday. I try not to write about our pleasures, but I must say I can not hold it in. We were talking and one thing led to another, and I asked to see his lovely cock! Yes, he has the most gorgeous cock I have had the pleasure of playing with. I started to caress and kiss it as I normally would and it was lovely! I decided to inhale and take in as much as I could. I DID IT!! I took it all in...now normally I can not because of a serious gag reflex issue, but not this night! It was awesome to be able to take him all in at once! Mind you I did have to take a few breaks, but I still was very proud of my progress! I love giving my man head!! Then on top of that ...I requested for no oral in return, but I wanted anal!! DAMN...that was the best anal we have ever done!! Slow motion, deep penetration, and very sensual erotic ride until we both climaxed! I sooooooooo enjoyed it!! Can I get a repeat...oh yeah!!

I am in such a mood...

I do not know why...but I have been jammin to Jeffree Star one moment and then Jaime Foxx the next! I do not know what is up with that ...but I downloaded about 6 songs from J-Stars site on iTunes and now I want to go pick up the new Jaime Foxx for the car. I am so fucking fierce today!! Whatch out bitches...LoL!!

So far my online Christmas gifts have arrived, and I have also been able to secure the cutest pair of shoes for only $10.95 from amazon.com!! Lucky me...LoL!!

Noticed...

I noticed that I do have people commenting on my blogspot! How lovely!! Now if I can just learn how to do the same and find many, many more on this site! It certainly helps past the time when I am at work! Because everyone knows that since the discovery of the internet, there has been less productivity in the office place than ever before! LoL!! I know that I do find myself gazing off...and when I do...I make myself look busy by net surfing! At this time I am shoppig or a dildo, and it is a bit aggrevating! I do not want anything too big, because I am not! I also do not want anything too small, because I am not!! I would love something that fits me and still does not cause too much damage that my man will not like the glove fit anymore! I think I will probably purchase a tickler and see what happens then!

So I know I have been MIA...but I have the holiday blues. I am not in the freaking holiday spirit, but I refuse to let that bring everyone else down. I am trying to move forward with a lot of things that for some reason people want to wait until after the holidays to move on with. I have also put on hold my relationship with my current beau! He and I realize that we moved way to fast and for some reason never really got to date! Yeah!! I am just as shocked as you...but looking back...it is ironically true! How do you go from getting to know someone to being ENGAGED!! It was so weird!! However, we are dating, trying to at least and see where that leads us! I hope to a lasting ever after, but if not...you know it is not the end of my world!! I love him and he is such a good man that this will be very interesting!

I tend to over do it around the holidays which makes me really anal! I like to make sure that I get the best for my money and I love to make people smile during this time of year! It was only 3.5 yrs ago that I was in a homeless shelter, giving people and their generosity helped me get my life back and believe in hope again! So I really try to bring smiles to anyone I can! Well I hope that all of you reading find peace, love, and happiness this season and the year to come!! Love ya!!

My Declaration

I am a woman
that I know
not perfect
but full of beautiful imperfections
I may belch
at the dinner table
I may say fuck you
to authority
I may kiss you
one day
and punch you the next
But I am still as lovely
as the beauty
that graces the magazines
I am
the beauty that makes
life worth living
I will show you
what you
do not want to see
and see things you
did not want shown
I am as perfect
as God made me
who are you to judge me!!