Saturday, January 31, 2009
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
and I waited
I waited
I contemplated
but I waited
You left me waiting
pondering the existence of you
are you real
or are you fantasy
are you serious
or are you playing with me
I stared at the passing
startled at the flicker
of any resemblance
or any hint
I lay waiting
for your return
the phone rings
I look up
and its you
my heart flutters
beating fast
once again we meet
separated by the monitor glass
digital love
i am no longer jaded
just sometime waiting i get frustrated!
Mr. Man
Why is it
the man of mystery
has to be so mysterious
why can i not meet him
smell him
touch him
feel him
Why must he only exist
were my other senses
are absent
have taken flight
have retired for the night
Must the only time
we meet
is in my dreams
my fantasy
or on the screen?
Reflections of the un-important
I have memories
very vivid memories
of the life i use to have
of the smiles i use to smile
of the tears i use to cry
or the fears i use to hide
i have memories
very vivid memories
but not of you
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Natural girl
I am feeling such a rush today. More than ever before. I purchased some key ingredients for beauty products that are enviro friendly! I can not wait to make little samples of things that will make a difference in my beauty routine. The funny thing is...i will be the test subject! So, for the girl that a not the wiz in chemistry class, but was in human chemistry (wink wink)...I salute you! You are on your way to becoming the siren that you have always wanted to be. Like your foremothers in Egypt, that lived and loved the land. You will join the circle! You will be welcomed in with open arms! Thank you to myself and the queens before me!
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Just a tease
Just a tease, originally uploaded by EmpressScorpio.
Yeah
I know that I am just a tease...I know that I should not show this video! I have contemplated the showing of this since I uploaded it. Why? It is cute...it can help someone have a brighter day! It can help me on the way to liberation of the woman that I have hidden. I know that what I am doing is wrong, but it feels so right! Wouldnt you agree?
HNT!!
I come bearing my soul
a new start to a new year...
it has been awhile
and this is winter chaos
set calm!
Monday, January 12, 2009
Simply intoxicated...
Thursday, January 08, 2009
Friday, January 02, 2009
Much to say...
Now that I have that out of the way, I need to start off by saying...WoW I am fucking horny as hell! I can not wait until I get home! I need a serious pussy pounding!!
Well, at this time I have been watching "Nailing Paylin" and it has this wonderful lesbian scene. I think that is what I want to do, at least in my fantasy. My 2009 fantasy is to have girl on girl action staring me. I also want for my man to fuck me so hard that I can not have sex for at least 2 days! That would be awesome!!